New Beginning

So many things that happened in the beginning of this May make my world spinning upside down. But above of all, I really should thank Allah for all the trials He brought into my life, so that I can learn how to be more patient and get closer to Him. I always know, that He is all the places where I should run back to..

I am truly inspired with the words from sister Fairuz's blog post:
"When you give up something you love dearly for the sake of Allah (swt),
the Most Gracious, Most Merciful will indeed replace that which you have lost with something even better. something you can't even imagine. something so beautiful it makes you cry at the thought of how Generous our Lord is. Those who are patient will be rewarded, inshaAllah."
Well, she's right.. left what's supposed to be left behind, don't forget to breathe, life will still continue, life will still go on. We'll be fine. We have Him, our friends and family supporting us. Alhamdulillah. :)


Lesson learned.
I never thought before that our trust can be easily betrayed by people we care the most just for the sake of the inability to resist seduction of the potential others. That's insane. Totally can't be justified. But we're human after all, right? We forget, we make mistake, we neglect... sometimes. But there must be another new beginning to fix and improve ourselves moving towards better direction. Good people belong to good people, I believe that with no doubt.


Lesson learned.
Where there's hardship, there's ease. 


Lesson learned.
Family is the one who can truly understand you, they know what's good for you and what's not just in case you can't see things clearly.


Lesson learned.
Trials brought into our life are not here to fall us down, but He gives us trials to test the deepness of our faith. To know who we really are.

Do the people think that they will be left to say, "We believe" and they will not be tried? But We have certainly tried those before them, and Allah will surely make evident those who are truthful, and He will surely make evident the liars.
Al-`Ankabut 2-3

From how we react to the trials, Allah will know what's hidden in our heart to the one that happened, the one that is happening, and the one that will happen. Trials, will give insight to the truest side of human being, are we faithful enough or not?

I'll be patient, I'll be sincere. I am genuinely ready to embrace a very new-never-too-late-beginning! :)